It's twelve forty-seven
As I sit here and reminisce...
Of my very first chaste
(Well last years!)
Happy New Year's kiss.
You may not remember.
Or would rather just forget.
I should have know better,
My life then on
Would be forever different.
I got to know your family.
You got to know mine.
I even let you once,
In innocence spend the night.
Never have I ever,
Given myself so much that way.
Never will I ever,
Discount myself ever again.
You chased me here and there.
Other suitors on pursuit.
Up and down the rabbit hole,
When we finally understood:
We were in it to win it.
You wanted me, I wanted you.
Then one January morning,
All I needed was an answer,
And we were something more.
Valentines was romantic...
Yet why are you always late?
Or lagging in response,
To important questions I make?
Three months. The magic number.
Shame on me, I should of known better.
Three times I let you back into my heart.
Shame on you, we shouldn't have weathered...
Never will I ever,
Give away so much that way.
Never shall I ever,
Lose myself in love again.
For now: we both end up with this.
It's a heartbreak warfare
Broken piece of ****.
Sad but true. I even gave in.
First loves are always the hardest,
To move on and get over with.
Oh it's a new year baby.
I'm starting out fresh.
Throwing out the garbage,
And leaving out all of this.
Love, you're such a tragedy.
I wonder if I ever deserved you.
Cuz I've changed so much this year:
And it was all because of:
Delusions and moons.
Never again.
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