Depth-less.

Currently Listening to: Lions, Tigers, and Bears by Jazmine Sullivan

Written sometime in March 2008.

***Inspired as I washed dishes, looking out the windows on a rainy day.

Rain drops falling down my window pane,

I look morosely into a sky of gray.

Still thinking of words I should have said...

Drizzle on down, streams of sadness.

I wonder if what I did was right?

I ended all the heartache...

Crawled on hands and knees,

Out of the madness.

Still thinking of other words to say to you...

That "I love you," but these insecurities 

pushed me away.

I sit here thinking and thinking...

My heart breaking to it's every beating.

Uprooted, displaced, upset and in plight.

I see you and need you now,

But no, it's too late tonight.

So don't go.  Please, don't let me go.

I need you to rescue me.

If you really want this, fight it out.

Fight for us to be free.

Love prove me that all we need 

is relentless devotion.

Come now and hurry, save me

from drowning in this ocean.

Dive in. Buoy me back up, and 

breathe into me.

Bring me back to life, and 

release me from this depth-less sea.